Rant – Vent – Whatever!

So today I sent Hubby out to take 2 books back to the library – 1 of which I didn’t even start and the other one only just… I had 3 weeks on loan and couldn’t find enough time to sit down and read them, and to say the least, it pissed me off!!!!

Everyday is very much the same. When Mr R has his day sleep, I use that time to work through the pile of clothes etc on the laundry floor or work my way through the ironing basket.

Before I know it, it’s time to start the ‘ready for bed routine’ with Mr R.

Once I put him to bed, I get about 1 minute to breath and have quiet time while walking back up the hallway…

Hubby heads off to bed between 7.30-8.30pm and I then start another feed for Miss R, followed by a nappy change and getting her settled for bed.

By the time I get Miss R down for the night I usually find it’s somewhere between 10.30-11.30pm – and I am totally exhausted and go to bed.

I stay at home most of the time as it’s just easier and it’s my comfort zone…

I don’t have to talk to anyone if I don’t want to and I don’t have to get out of my pj’s if I don’t want to.

Actually, wait on, I’ll be honest about the pj’s bit… I can’t be bothered getting out of them!!

It’s even to the point I can’t be bothered going out into the ‘real world’ (outside the front door of my house) to get the mail out of the mailbox!

When I wake up to the sound of Mr R in the baby monitor of a morning, I feel like I’ve only had 5 minutes sleep all night.

I generally try to ignore him for 5 minutes and I roll over.

Then I hear ‘mummy’….. ‘mummy’… ‘mummy’.. ‘MUMMY!’

So I get out of my nice warm comfortable bed and go into Mr R. He always greets me with ‘hello dar-nan’ (darling) and then ‘so cool!’

So anyway, tonight is no exception – My eyeballs are hanging out of my head and I feel like my life couldn’t be any easier but at the same time not sure how I would cope if it was any harder!

Sorry about my whinge session, but I’m done now…

Miss R is in Zzzz land now which means bed time for me too!

I highly doubt I will even feel my head hit the pillow!